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fried-day

Splendid time. In the spirit of blogging each day I will give you this
before i go nap today:
Ever start a day or adventure out one way,
in one mood ,then by adventures end, it totally flips around into
a whole nuther ball game ? Leaving you emotionally spent, upset,
jaded, or just plain disappointed ,even though you went into it,with slim to zero expectations about
anything,
cuz ya know what
expectations do to ya, donchya'? Yeah, that's right, fuck with yer
little mind!

I'm going to go catch up on some sleep and "me" time.
I feel my mood changing,and it's not a good one,so I shall avoid
you all for a lil' bit.

Something horrible happened...

washing dishes after breakys this morning I dropped one of my
favorite mugs. I have had that Cat in the Hat anniversary mug since the
mid-80s when I worked in the book industry! A gift from Random House
publishing.I loved looking at it every time I used it, I traveled with it to
all my different moves.It was a faithful little cup that served me well.
It survived one drop unscathed already..so I was pretty
upset when it finally broke.
"OH NO!" escaped from me followed by a long sigh. I was sad to loose it.
Sweeping up the pieces I started thinking about how this might relate to
a very special friends problem that cropped up for him this weekend.Something
broke for him as well.
I guess we could look at it like this: we can get upset,sure of course I was upset, it was a favorite cup! Of course that's a given,
then we can decide after that period of upset to move on, and be happy we have
other favorite cups to fill our needs and make us happy.

Of course we could stay upset over the loss of ol' cuppy' ,but I know for a fact I have some other cups around that are going to do just fine and why spin my wheels
getting upset over something that happened in the past. I can't let "broken cup"
dictate for me how I'm going to drink my tea in the future....
right?


I did have a drink last night..so I might be a little
off here...

HAPPY MOTHERS DAY to all the MOMMYS out there here and gone.

THursday must be "NO" day!

Sheesh, My day started off nice enough. A fun morning chat with a very special
friend. (No I'm NOT going to tell you anything else more right now!) A good hair day, and
great plans for errands to run. My first mistake was SERIOUSLY underestimating the amount of budget fashion conscious people that would be SWARMING the grand opening of the NORDSTROMS RACK on Colorado Blvd. I mean even getting NEAR the building itself was a task.Parking lot full, cops directing traffic,side streets full of cars parking every which way.As I drove by the entrance to the lot I just waved at the cop and said "Yeah, right!" She laughed and said it had been a nut house since 8 a.m

I don't think I will be getting there in the next few days at least..Oh well,onward.
Laundry done finally, I drove down to one of my little favorite Japanese places to get a lovely light lunch of chicken Katsu. I really like KIKIS for it's cute interior, friendly staff,and not to pricey lunches. Pulling into the parking lot I discover it crammed full of cars, snow everywhere and no place to park. I also discover one big contribution to the jam is a MMJ clinic decided to open up in the strip mall.. AH! THAT'S why all those Cypress Hill looking dudes are running around the parking lot. ( not that all CH dudes are in need of MMJ, I just chose to use them as a stereotypical symbol at this time.)

Giving up there I decide to swing into Ultas down the street to get my most favorite body lotion in the world. They hadn't had it the last few times I was there and...DING, they didn't again.scanning the tag the tell me..NO, it's DISCONTINUED! NOOOOOOOOOOO!
By the GODS!!!! WHYYYYYYYYYYY? Everything I love is discontinued!

Pumping my little fists into the air in anger at KORRES for stopping production on what may be the most sexy smelling body lotion I have ever owned and that garners me multiple compliments
every time I wear it, I stagger out into the sun to at LEAST find a quick lunch, as I am sinking fast.. ( no I can't tell u cuz then YOU will maybe try to find it...oh, all right it's their Vanilla Cinnamon Body Milk and I swear it is to DIE for..and yes people call me cupcake all the time.)

Quick drive by Spicy Thai for a killer fast yummy lunch, I am at least satiated on one front..my tummy.

Home now, found the lotion on-line and yes, I got a few.
And now to draw. Where nothing on my desk is full, discontinued, and all my drawings smell like heavenly vanilla...( o.k I made that part up ,but ..sheeeeeee..)

Give it UP

Some days you just KNOW not to do anything that requires your brain to work, you to move too much,or interact with too many people. Today is one of those days.
I did go out to run an errand and grab breakfast/lunch, but quickly realized
that I should get home as fast as possible,with as little human interaction as possible. I want to spare you all, AND me,from any possible contamination from
my sleep deprived, addled brain, the synapse's are misfiring left and right.
DUCK!

This is what I get for weekend debauchery ,culminating in getting to bed at 2 in the morning both nights. I NEVER stay up that late. Yes it was for good reasons,
(VERY good reasons) but still, I should know better.And yes, I would do it again.
Nice to know my priorities are in the right place...
I have to go nap now, and get my head on straight ,before I say or do something
evil.


Side note. I haven't mentioned him in ages. Since we actually haven't spoken in ages. But just as I thought he was totally done with me, forgotten, over me, recovered, he pops his cute little Irish head up again from the ex-bf OOZE....
Yes Eric, I still think of you, but you HAVE to get it through your beautiful
ginger locked head that It IS over between us. We are TOO toxic for each other!

Why should we torment each other with the past, the passion was just too great.
We imploded in the flames! You know I needed my creative space,needs you could not meet. We'll always have Paris.(And that certain dressing room at the GAP)But ,alas
it cannot be. Torment yourself ,and me,no longer. A clean break is always best.
If we meet again, we both know it could only end in passionate immolation.
Best you stay on board the Battleship Gallactica. Best I stay in my fortress
of comic book solitude....thinking of what could have been ,but was impossible.

Peace always Eric.I will always keep you in my heart.

Brrrrrr

Hello ice, hello sliding around on the roads last night so bad I was wondering
if even a good meal of Indian food was worth it.( It was not.)
Now it's so sunny out and still freezing. I kinda like that conflicting
weather scenario. I can run outside and as long as I'm in the sun, it's great!

I was apt. bound for a few days so I shall be venturing out.
I also am miffed at myself for botching an art project commission so badly
that I have to start all over. This is what I get for trying to do
things in a style that is not ME.

(detail before I even wrecked it further..sigh,o.k but not what I was going for at all.)



Something that I am trying to embrace in all aspects of my life.
I never really was a conformist in my heart, so why even pretend to
try now. hee hee. Take it or leave it I suppose.


music of the day: assorted
food of the day: now I'm dreaming of Indian food
mood of the day: chilly in soul ,but warm at heart

Hit It

See this. It's a wall. I hit it last night.Not going full speed but
fast enough to do some damage. Sometimes that happens.
There I was getting ready to go to this big holiday party, when
all of a sudden,wham, I hit it.
Sitting on the edge of my bed,holiday plaid on, putting on my boots,
and it washed over me. All I wanted to do was NOT go. In a mild panic I called
Kyle, went over to his pad and we ordered Thai food and settled in to watch
Star Trek and doodle.It felt safe, it felt calm, and I didn't have to
talk to anyone. I still don't feel right. Waking up this morning
I feel even more wiped out, and whiny.
Hell,even I hate being around me when I'm like that,let alone someone else.
Today is regroup day,sort thru cd's to sell day , do yoga day, drink teas and find my center again day. And possibly eat Indian food day.
Yes, Indian food is good for what ails ya.

Happy Holidaze. Winter Solstice.



music of the day: bauhaus ( well THERE'S yer problem right there,little missy!)
food of the day: tea? Indian?
mood of the day: crashed ,crumpled

BONUS COMIC DAY!

WOOT!
Seemed timely and all, since Rocky Mtn News bit the big one
on Friday. YA, the Post is just o.k. Didn't seem to have much
"news" in it..I didn't dig the layout,and the comics!
Well DON'T get me started...O.K I'm started.
LAYOUT fellas!! Give me a call I'll help ya out!
PLUS the size of the paper makes it, once again,
necessary to SHRINK
the comics down AGAIN. The old sizes get all wonky, which means
PEANUTS now looks like it went thru a pasta maker. Non Sequiter
now is too small to read some days. And ZIPPY lost it's ZIP,
Cul De Sac is harder to appreciate the delicate line work,and....
aaahhhh Fudge it...
No one listens anyway when we kvetch about the comics.
I will be timing it when the Post says it's gonna cut some
comics to save money...my challenge to them.
Be one of the papers left out there that really KNOWS that
the funny pages are a BIG draw to subscribers.
BELIEVE IT OR NOT!

I'm getting off my soap box now kids..aheeennn

love you all.

xoxoxo